Strawberry Letter.

The expression of the pen has dominated the experiences of self expression. The responsibility of opening up a world that everyone can feel. Words create variation of affective effect that transforms mind scapes on to paper.
Wed Sep 15

In My Own Words …

  • On Your Mind …

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    Am I on your mind like the time of day… whenever you smell the sweet scent of a rose.  The desire of a flame on a lit candle dancing so cautiously… exposing a silhouette of passion in the dark… makes me feel the passionate song that you sing. 

    Am I on your mind deep in the corners as the soft breeze whispers a melody in your ear.  The fragrance of your colonge melts me with ease.  I close my eyes and dream of you touching me … feeling the energy like you are already here.

    Am I on your mind like a ship sailing by on a calm day… the clouds in a hurry making way for the stars.  Coastal barriers providing a support for the burst of waves that lean towards everything …

    Am I on your mind like a sweet fruit … temptation and lust provides the moment with ultimate pleasure.  Making a way for you to keep me forever … Am I on your mind ? 

  • Reinvention …

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    I thought I lost my way.  I thought I had no way of showing you anything.  Perfectly you stand before me, reminding me of the beauty on the outside and within.  Scarred from the revelences past, emotional from insecurity’s glare, looking in my eyes what do you see?   Not wanting to lose what you are showing me, I will advance to perch high upon your heart.  Divine intervention recreated my reinvention.  You gather me up and dust me off like a pearl you found in the sand.  Uncovered I glisten with your hands, holding me up to the stars.  Tightly your grasp close to your soul and never letting me go.  Aware of being brand new, a light has shown something bright, because you said that you love me too.  The strength of your arms and the sweet of your breath, has conquered what spirit I had left.  The warmth of your hands cascading my body, the smooth of lips, has began to endure me.  Reinventing my loathes has led me to you.  I feel like I don’t know what to do, reinventing myself lets me know I need you.  Touching my face and caressing my thighs, as the tears roll down my face, you reach to wipe my eyes.  Intimate whispers has blown in my ear, I long for another day so you can hold me near.  Grateful and humble to be in your presence, God has brought you to my attention, your voice in song and manly honor, has reinvented my … you with no resistance.

  • The Infinite Power…

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    I imagine a rush of a downward coast, when you held my hand for the first time.  You lead me in your path of a different kind.  Pulling me close … an unexpected churn touched within me.  Like a dance slow and surreal, I closed my eyes and enveloped.  As you looked in to my eyes, I felt an unfamiliar strength a feeling you send to me.  The breeze was around us, the birds sang, the trees whispered something so gently.  Noticing my intuition, you gave way to my thoughts that lead me to know you have the infinite power.  My mind spent as you led me on this passionate lean, I felt light and free.  I felt like I could breathe more easily.  I didn’t feel that I could insist on this spin of what we know … love is it?  Is it too soon?  The power you have over me, this dance, this place… it’s what I need.  You open the door to intimate gesture, in a leading way, is it okay that I succumb? You found me, you danced and I danced.  The layout is clear … you have the infinite power.

  • The Infinite Power…

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    I imagine a rush of a downward coast, when you held my hand for the first time.  You lead me in your path of a different kind.  Pulling me close … an unexpected churn touched within me.  Like a dance slow and surreal, I closed my eyes and enveloped.  As you looked in to my eyes, I felt an unfamiliar strength a feeling you send to me.  The breeze was around us, the birds sang, the trees whispered something so gently.  Noticing my intuition, you gave way to my thoughts that lead me to know you have the infinite power.  My mind spent as you led me on this passionate lean, I felt light and free.  I felt like I could breathe more easily.  I didn’t feel that I could insist on this spin of what we know … love is it?  Is it too soon?  The power you have over me, this dance, this place… it’s what I need.  You open the door to intimate gesture, in a leading way, is it okay that I succumb? You found me, you danced and I danced.  The layout is clear … you have the infinite power.

  • Long Distance Love Affair …

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  • So far away, my thoughts keep me close.  How can I apply any expectations when I can’t even see you?  Our conversations can bond what we could mean to eachother, you’ve touched me in my mind and I’m saddened by it.  You managed to massage my mind with intimate gestures and secrets.  Not knowing what you want and doubtfully tagging, only extends an invitation of false pretenses.  What do you really want?  Is it sex? or are you genuinely looking for a serious relationship?  I don’t want to play games, and I don’t want to sleep with someone just because… I need you to profess to me, your willingness to provide, and your promise to protect me against anything.  I will not lower my expectations.  This is what I need … These are my rules of attachment.  I don’t want just any long distance love affair.